Current mood:

aggravated

the after taste is gunna break my heart
i tried to keep to myself before this.
after the other night its just to hard to.
i tried to let benji and joel take care of things themselves.
didnt want to step in.
when i was a first had witness to what happened...
that man is a sick fucking pervert.
i hope that benj and joel slap him with every charge they can.
i know it would be hard to talk about.
hard to bring back up to press charges.
im not one to tell them what to do...
i just hope they both come forward and do it.
they need the justice for themselves...
so they can both sleep peacefully at night.
so they no longer have to worry.
its been so long since i last wrote.
i hate that its for this reason i am.
neither of them deserve this.
hopefully everything will work out.
i know i probably dont have to say this again but..
benj and joel if you guys need anyone im always around.
anyways...
there isnt a happier subject to write about.
ill try though...
obviously we're over seas at the moment.
everything seemed to be going really good.
shows have been great.
crowds amazing.
linz didn't come with this time.
figured we needed this little bit of time away from each other.
she had to work.
i understand.
it's nice to have a couple days with my own thoughts.
we'll be home for christmas and new years.
then over to japan.
i love japan.
video game capital of the world!
love checking out the new games before they get over to the states.
well i suppose i shall stop my rambling and get some sleep.
once again i just want benji and joel to know how sorry i am that im around.
of course i could just walk to their room and tell them...
i think i will..
bye for now.
ill try harder to write more often.